life is sux.life is short.my resolution is to be a better person.today my heart broke as nadyah's mom passed away n her youngest sister was 13.i still remember that day..when i was 13,i am only a little gal dat jz going into secondary life.life was hard,luckylady was nt helping me..on dat day whr im waiting for my mom to come hm frm hsptl,ayah said tt i dun need 2 go to sch as to tc of my bro n sis as my mum is coming hm n both my elder sis n elder bro was at hospital the whole nyte..i waited excitedly as i nv get to visit my mum n nv get to c her even the day she was warded.i regret that,i really do.if only i go into her rm b4 going to sch,on the day she was warded,dat wud be the last tym i saw her,alive.btw,back to the story,as i was waiting,i heard my elder sis's voice n sum murmuring outside the hse,i gave a look n i saw my sis was sobbing n few of my aunts were thr too,saying sumtg to her.but still no sight of my mum,so i ignored.went back to my rm,& heard my sis's cry frm her room,i went inside n asked her y?she looked at me in the eye,n tell say,"syika,mama da tkde..mama da tkde.."n hugged me so tight n dat was the 1st tym she ever hugged me.i was so stunt n speechless.i can feel burning tears running down my cheeks.hw i wish wat i heard was untrue,my vision becomes blurry,i went to my younger sis n bro's rm n looked at them helplessly..i see peace on their face.i dunno hw to break the news to them,i noe im left with no choice,i hold the edge of the bed tenaciously n decided to wake up the eldest among them,n i did but she cried the moment she learnt abt it dat woke up the rest..dat was the 1st day i saw my eldest bro cried..n he's a changed man since..so,with the help frm all,we waited for the 'jenazah' to reached hm,i saw my mum,she was the most beutiful woman i've ever known..she was smiling,showing her teeth,she seemed so happy,n peaceful,i think she noes dat she is going away forever,n dat she alrdy achieved wat she alwys wanted,b4 going.everytym im telling this story to sum1,i cry,and right nw,i still cry weneva i think of her.at tyms,her presence still lingers..she will alwys live in my heart,inside me.& today,it really broke my heart to c nadyah n her yougest sis..i hope they'll do well..bcz no 1 cud understand hw it really feels lyk until experience it yourself.so,whoever tt is reading this,pls,treasure ur family,especially ur mom.trust me,mom is the most precious person in ur life.till today,hw i wish i cud say i love you mama & im sorry for not being a good daugther to her...if only i cud turn back tym..if only..